scrollingbeltbuckle

OH MY GOSH! GET ME THIS FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!!

Scrolling Belt Buckle

mrhanshaw

YAY!

So tonight Mellie and I went to this little get-together at the KVRX station manager's apartment complex. We all were hanging out at the pool- sticking our feet in the water. It was pretty cool... I never usually see those people outside of the station.

ANYWAY!

This is the real news- I have had this crush on the KVRX Production boy since I started working at the station. His name is DOUG! Yay! He suggested we walk to Chevron from the party and get some Snickers Ice Cream bars (Holy crap, those things are good)... And even though he was drunk, it was radical. He walked me to my car and I gave him a ride to his apartment. Apparently a drunken Doug told Jill: "You see that girl in the pink? She's my crush."

And guess who was wearing pink?!?! That's right, ME.

I'm shy around guys. I AM! If I like a boy, they'll never know it.

Haha, unless they read my website.

icouldtell

It was obvious he had been crying- if not this morning, probably trying to fall asleep.

You know, I'll never understand how these girls don't know how wonderful they have it. If I ever had the opportunity they were given, I don't think I would ever give it up. But, well... I guess that's just me- I'm sure there are reasons, I just... nevermind.

So much heartbreak has been going around... maybe it's a good thing that I don't like to date anymore?

I don't know.

amrc

MY FAMILY IS AWESOME!

AND (MORE PERTINENT TO THIS POST) MY BROTHER FREAKING ROCKS!!

Further Evidence: I AM SO PROUD! HOORAY FOR THE AMRC!!!

bulbousnose

I never really thought I had a big nose...

I am in the UGL computer lab at UT and they have this gigantic screens and I went to look at this very website and my nose is pretty big (in the words of Katie's mysterious commenter, "bulbous")!! I never really noticed before! Holy crap! Whatever, I'm still pretty cute. Haha.

This morning was crazy... I had to turn in a paper and I ended up oversleeping, so I rushed through my morning routine (took a shower, did hair, makeup, clothes, everything in 20 minutes) and drove maniacally to UT. Alas, I didn't arrive even close to on time, so I skipped my next class to come to the computer lab, scan my paper and beg my professor for acceptance. "I'll do whatever you want, just let me turn in this paper!"... It's a good thing UT has a strict sexual harassment policy. Which reminds me, I should have sued that Spanish professor of mine that coerced me into going on a date with him- all he did was squeeze my thumb (consult Katie for a dramatic reenactment), but STILL! I could have paid off my school loans with the dough from the suit. Oh well, you live and you learn.

Smoke rose from the Vatican today- the new pope has been elected.

I truly have nothing much to say... I kinda am just killing time until my next class starts. I have no desire to attend said class, but I have some homework due in it, so I kinda have to unfortunately.

Last night I had a dream: I was in El Paso at the Montwood Theatre (one of those skeezy dollar theatres where they never clean the floors so you stick as you walk) watching some flick with the Bean. Katie and I leave the theatre and we run into this guy Oscar Escarzega (he mooned me in the 4th grade, all I remember is how brown his bum was- I have no idea how he popped up here). We chat about what we are doing with our lives, I (as is so typically me) try to sound cooler than what I really am (all in the hall of the Montwood Dollar Theatre, surrounded by the cheesy tracklighting in place to give the illusion of space travel), we say goodbye. Katie goes to the bathroom, I go outside. (Katie somehow is no longer in my dream anymore, I guess she was constipated.) I end up on Stephen Wagner's back, he is carrying me around the parking lot and we run into his girlfriend from high school and I think currently, Kelly Donahue. She gets pissed that he is carrying me around, so I hop off and give her a hug to try and diffuse her anger. Haha. We all talk for a while about who is in El Paso for the break, they start making out and ask me if I am dating anyone. I say no, but that I am in love with someone in Austin, I didn't say who. Then all of a sudden, I am back in Austin and getting slapped by sister-in-law Julie for saying that I was in love.

Weird.

obligatoryposting

School is really nuts right now, sorry I haven't been posting much. This past weekend I went to my sister's house to film her being a working mother... I am doing a documentary called "The Second Shift"- I'll post it as soon as it's all finished. I'm using Avid- we'll see how it all goes.

Anyway- I am sick of being on my computer (I've been working on stuff all freaking evening) so I am just going to post some pictures and call it a night. I didn't have anything to do (or, more correctly put, nothing I wanted to do) the other evening, so I just took some random pictures.

These are my new glasses- they are Prada frames! Haha, they were 600 dollars, but I got them for free for my one year anniversary at Sunglass Hut. My prescription lenses were free too, freaking rad!


Random picture. I'm not wearing any makeup here and I hadn't washed my hair for 4 days. I know, I'm disgusting.


Whoo hoo! Colleen is so smart with her fancy tricks! Haha, I am so lame. It rocks.


School is almost over. It's like 3 weeks until the end I think. I am really stressed out all the time, but you'd never know it. (I have been working really hard on controlling my emotions- I have become pretty good at hiding them! I am not entirely sure if this is a good thing or not, but it sure keeps me from being vulnerable.)

mychemicalromance

I FOUND A NEW LOVE!

GERARD WAY: LEAD SINGER OF MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE (I know the band is not of my usual independent persuasion... BUT...)! HE IS SO EFFIN' HOT. HOLY CRAP.

YOU OWE IT TO YOURSELF TO WATCH THE "HELENA" VIDEO- IT' RAD. SELECT IT FROM THE LIST ON LAUNCH.

HERE, PICTURES FOR YOUR ULTIMATE VIEWING PLEASURE:





I don't know, maybe it is just his: eyes, hair, clothes, voice.

tootinthehorn

OK, SO I AM USUALLY NOT ONE TO TOOT MY OWN HORN, BUT HOLY MOLY! I JUST PLANNED MY PLAYLIST FOR TOMORROW'S SHOW AND HOLY CRAP!! IT IS GONNA BE RAD!!! GOOD HEAVENS. IT WOULD BE WELL WORTH YOUR TIME TO CHECK IT OUT!

I'VE GOT A WHOLE BUNCH OF TEXAS BANDS GOING ON, INCLUDING A SONG ABOUT ME!

DO IT! @ WWW.KVRX.ORG!!!

MAKEOUT MUSIC: 1 TO 3 PM

randomthoughts

Where you have love and identity, you automatically have exclusion. They are inseparable from each other. Where one is loved, another is not.

Cole told me: "You know what... I'll just tell you. You would make someone a really good girlfriend." He said that I was really chill and I would be really sweet and do stuff for them. "You're such a balla!" Haha. "You're gonna meet someone awesome." Haha! I think it's really funny how people are always like, "You're going to meet someone great"... "You're so freaking cool, you deserve an awesome guy"... PEOPLE!! I am not THAT into having someone! It seems like people are trying to stroke my ego in order to make me feel better about not being in an exclusive relationship...

As for right now, I am ECSTATIC about not having a boyfriend- all the people around me seem to be failing in their relationships- people are fighting, people are breaking up... Scott, Noble...etc... I don't want to be in a relationship unless I know we get along. Freaking crap people! I am stoked to have all this time to do whatever the eff I want. I'm okay, really.

In other news- a customer came in to the store and said that I should be a model. Hahaha. PLEASE. He is apparently a photographer and wanted me to have a shoot- I said no. Anyone who says I should be a model is obviously seriously unhinged. Wait. Actually- I'm a bad ass. I should call him. Haha.

So, I have been blowing off this guy from school A LOT. He calls me all the time, asks me out often, always is wanting to hang out... I've only returned his call once. And it was just to tell him I was "infinitely busy."

I guess that was rude.

fine

Promise me this isn't just because you are comfortable there.